Trapped in secrecy and shame-- A boy, his coach, and healing trauma with MDMA
Back from the Abyss: Psychiatry in Stories | Psychotherapy, Trauma, and Psychedelics
09/19/25
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How do you rebuild trust amidst the ashes of trauma? This is the story of Sean, an up and coming star tennis player whose coach carefully selected him and then groomed him for years of sexual assault. His trust destroyed, Sean had to find a way to try to trust again.....and after many years of hiding and pretending and near self-destruction, Sean finally was able to share the details of what happened to him. Thus began his therapeutic journey of finding compassion for himself and trust toward others...with the guidance of his two devoted therapists and the assistance of MDMA.
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