
Jillian Curwin On Is Perception Reality?
Always Looking Up
05/19/25
•15m
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Dear Diary,
We have some housekeeping to do, and then let's start a conversation about how the world see's (or doesn't see) dwarf bodies.
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This episode was edited and produced by Ben Curwin
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Liz Gutman On Enhancing The Content We Consume
May 12, 2025
•56m
In this week’s episode I sat down with Liz Gutman. Liz is the Head Audio Description Writer at International Digital Centre in New York City. She has written award-winning AD for 850+ hours of movies and TV, and proudly works as an instructor with Audio Description Training Retreats. We discuss making and creating content that is digitally accessible, how she explains and defines access f*ckery and much, much more.
Editor’s Note: This episode was recorded back in August of 2024 as a collaboration with her podcast, also titled Access F*ckery, so tuned for that conversation which is coming soon, link in show notes.
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Jenna Bainbridge On Making Broadway History Not Once, But Twice
July 7, 2025
•78m
Welcome Back!
In this week’s episode of Always Looking Up I sat down with Jenna Bainbridge. Jenna is an actor, singer, co-founder, disability rights advocate and executive producer of two of my favorite TikTok series. She navigates the world as an ambulatory wheelchair user and, in 2024 became the first wheelchair user to perform in a New Musical on Broadway when she made her debut in Suffs. Now she is again making history portraying Nessarose in the Broadway production of Wicked, being the first wheelchair user to do so on stage. We discuss how she became Nessa, doing Broadway as a wheelchair user, why we all need to be asking ourselves if our outfits sit and much, much more.
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